For
James there was no indication that this was the day that his
life would change. The dawn for him was not the bright beginning of a new day, but the end of long fruitless night of fishing. As
James sat mending his nets in the boat with his brother
John and his father Zebedee, he must have watched in wonder as his partner Simon brought in nets loaded with fish he had caught at the command of Jesus. Was he shocked when he saw Simon and his brother Andrew walk away from this incredible catch at a word from this same Jesus?
As he watched
Jesus walk toward him followed by Simon and Andrew, did he feel curiosity, fear, hope, envy?
Jesus didn't pass him by but, stopping by their boat, called
James and his brother
John to do just what Simon and Andrew had done. Without argument or discussion,
James and
John left their boat and even their father behind, and followed Jesus.
The first thing
James saw after he followed
Jesus was his teaching with authority in the
synagogue and the cure of Simon's mother-in-law.
We all know that
Jesus was the focus of James'
life from then on, but it is also evident that
James held a special place in Jesus' life.
He was chosen by
Jesus to be one of the twelve apostles, given the mission to proclaim the
good news, and authority to heal and cast out demons. To be named one of the twelve
James must have had
faith and commitment.
But even among the
apostles he held a special place. When
Jesus raised Jairus' daughter when all thought her dead, he only allowed James, John, and Peter to come with him. Even more important when he went up to the mountain to pray, he wanted James, John, and Peter to go with him. And it was there on the mountain they were privileged to
witness what no one else had seen --
Jesus transfigured in his glory, speaking to
Moses and Elijah, as the voice of
God spoke from a cloud.
And with Simon Peter,
James and
John were the only ones of the
apostles that
Jesus gave a special name: Sons of Thunder.
To be singled out in these ways,
James must have been a close and respected friend of Jesus.
It's no wonder then that James, along with John, felt that he had the
right to go to
Jesus and ask him to give them whatever they asked. As a
mark of his love,
Jesus didn't rebuke them but asked them what they wanted. They showed their lack of understanding of his mission when they asked that he let one of them sit on his
right and the other on his left when he came into his glory. He replied that they didn't know what they were asking. They didn't see the cross in his future, but an earthly throne. Could they drink of the cup he would drink of? They replied that they could. He assured them they would indeed drink of that cup.
(Matthew has their mother asking for this favor for her sons. Despite the bad reputation their mother got for this, it should be remembered that she too had followed
Jesus in his travels, providing for him, and was one of the women who stayed with
Jesus as he was crucified when the apostles, including her son James, had fled.)
The other
apostles were furious at this request. But
Jesus used this opportunity to teach all of them that in order to be great one must be a servant.
James and
John did show further lack of understanding of their friend and
Lord when he was turned away by Samaritans. They wanted to use their newfound authority as
apostles not to heal but to bring fire down on the town. (Perhaps
Jesus gave them their Sons of Thunder nickname because of their passion, their own fire, or their temper.)
Jesus did reprimand them for their unforgiving, vengeful view of their power.
But despite all these misunderstandings, it was still James, Peter, and
John that
Jesus chose to join him in
prayer at the Garden of
Gethsemane for his final
prayer before his arrest. It must have hurt
Jesus that the three of them fell asleep on this agonizing evening.
James did drink of the cup
Jesus drank of, all too shortly after the Resurrection.
Acts 12:1 tells us that
James was one of the first martyrs of the Church. King
Herod Agrippa I killed him with a sword in an early
persecution of the Church. There is a story that the
man who arrested
James became a convert after hearing
James speak at his trial and was executed with him.
James is called
James the Greater because another younger
apostle was named James. He should not be accused with this James, or the
James who is a relative of Jesus, or the
James who was an elder of the Church in
Jerusalem and heard Peter's defense of baptizing Gentiles. James, son of Thunder, was dead by then.
Legends have sprung up that
James evangelized
Spain before he died but these stories have no basis in historical fact.
James is the patron saint of hatmakers, rheumatoid sufferers, and laborers.
In His Footsteps
What name would
Jesus give you if he would describe who you are and your gifts?
Prayer:
Saint James, pray for us that we may be willing to leave everything to follow
Jesus as you did. Help us to become special friends of
Jesus as you were.
Amen